this is where i shall start my journey. a voyage on a rough sea i should say. i often being a critic to myself when i read love posting. perhaps i have never felt the way some mortals feel in a brink of a fail relationship. i was just being judgmental on the life, feelings, suffering, state of mind that some people going through in the situation. one fine day, i fell of the cliff, plunging thousand feet towards the ground. i was shattered when i finally reached the ground. the sky went dark. soundless. the voice of humanity slowly faded away. the end of the tunnel who shed light upon my destiny over this years has finally being covered and there shall be no light penetrating through it. i lived in a brief dark moment or perhaps it could be immortal. the beating part of me has no intended purpose to beat i should say. it was difficult. it was very very difficult to be in the state where you have to go through a fail relationship. it could cost someone's life without considering the fact committing suicide for love reason is fool. it could make a person lost his job, friends, fail in exams, hurting oneself, and so many probabilities that at the end of the day, the one who wins, laughing at your foolish acts. allow me if you will, let me be frank, i had one in the list i have mentioned above. But i thanked god, for He gave me this opportunity to go through everything with all might i have left after loosing so much energy of trying to bring back my consciousness.
the ending was difficult. you may say i am a loser to cry over a girl for losing her love, but have you been through that? in my shoes? i will explain later every facet of my relationship.why it was so difficult for me to go through it even though i am a 27 year old who have been through quite a number of relationships with others. this was the hardest to be honest, for many reasons i will explain
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