Goals. time is very limited.

i shall begin this entry by talking briefly on some goals i will work on to lead a meaningful life. as i wish, i do not want to die without doing some wonderful cherish moments in a short chapter of my mortal being. i have been walking on the surface God permits me to walk on, for 27 years. i was being ignorance since that period. i said to myself, "life is life let it be. whatever will happen tomorrow, let it be". i never intended to change the course for my own benefit and so. with that being said, my intended purpose of living is dull. 

soon after gaining my consciousness from a tragic fall, i started to realise. i need to have the intended meaning of living my life to the fullest. i need to break free from the cocoon that i live in for a brief moment. so then i derived it from my sanity, that i should stop being ignorance of goals in life. to explain further, i categorized them into two; short term goal & long term goal.

lets talk about short term goal (STG). i have many STG that i would like to achieve in a short period of time as so it is called. STG1, to try piloting an aircraft in a simulator. when i was a small kid, my father who works in the airline industry exposed me to the aviation world. i lived nearby a local airport so quite often i saw aircraft take-off and landing at the end of a runway. i started to develop in depth interest to become a pilot in the near future. fast forward, i tried numerous times to become enlisted but i guess i was not meant to be one even though i almost achieved it one day but failed at the end selection process. "the last lecture" by Randy Pausch motivates me. (read the book if you wish to know further). quote, "fail to achieve your dream doesn't mean there is no chance at all. look at it this way, you're traveling on a straight road and someone purposely build a brick wall in the middle of the way. to continue forward, you need to maneuver pass the brick wall and your on your way again" the late Randy Pausch. i may not achieve my dream to become a pilot, but i may become as close as one. to my great relief, i discovered that there is one who can provide the experience of flying an aircraft sitting in a cockpit just like a real pilot do. look for www.skysimulator.com and there you go. experience it.

move on, i have one long term goal. i was born on the year 1986. in secondary school, i had so much interest to study physics. in fact, i was among the very few bumiputera students who excelled in the subject. one of my favourite chapters was thermonuclear and it even inspired me to become a nuclear scientists one day! The significance of 1986 with my long term goal is, i want to visit the worst nuclear reactor disaster in the history of new science that is situated at Pripyat, chernobyl in Ukraine. i would love to visit the place and take some pictures to. finger cross. one day i will step foot on its abandoned buildings